Hi, my name is Erica.
I saw the air crash investigation months ago and found myself wanting to know more about this tragedy. I have tossed and turned over it and felt guilty and sadistic for being so interested. I simply can't comprehend that what I'm seeing and reading about involved daughters and parents and friends of people just like me.
I don't really know what I'm trying to say, and I've typed this message so many times and deleted it for fear of saying the wrong thing and hurting someone.
I find myself drawn to this site, I read all the messages from all the different people made over the years and I end up feeling so empty..that's the only way I can put it.
I am so sorry that this happened and that so many loved and cherished people lost their lives.
And I am deeply sorry if I have said anything to offend anyone. I just needed to get these thoughts out.

Erica, Thanks for your kind words and welcome to the site.

Barbara
Mother of Tara, age 16, killed on swissair 111.